I don’t and will never know how I’m supposed to feel when I “fall in love” but today I think I breathed something like it.
Today I loved. Not the sensual, romantic, familial, or friendly love. It was a feeling of unity where another’s happiness was my own. I never thought the day would come when I’d share such a feeling. I thought I’d always live in my narcissistic world where the ego reigns and all others are crushed. But today something changed. Maybe it’s not true, maybe it’s an illusion, nevertheless I breathed it in and fell in love.
Thank you God for this feeling.